mistaken me*

all i want to do is be self-destructive. i want cigarettes or alcohol or weed

i don’t understand why being home makes me feel like kurt and i are not together anymore

i don’t know if it’s because kota and alex broke up, or if it’s because i can’t sleep with him anymore, or if it’s because if i change schools he said that we would have to take a break

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That I’m still dreaming about you.

Still.

Why?

Just binged on potato chips and buttercream icing.

It’s going to be a long week.

just sitting here in my underwear and high heels, waiting for someone to tell me what to wear to this party tonight

college?

I fucking love it when you don’t invite me to go to things and then tell your father I said I didn’t want to go. THAT makes me feel good.

Guess I’ll be pressing the issue of going to the frat party tomorrow night.

I probably won’t be home when you get there.

well maybe i’m just scared, scared to let you go

want you to know, right from hello, your love just kept me wondering

well maybe i’m just tired, tired of never knowing

but i know i’m not good enough, i know i’m not good enough for you.